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Hey guys, just want to say I miss you guys here, I haven't been on here very often, due the fact for being busy with work. School is okay, I might take another route, losing interest in school and fed up of going there, Besides all that all to say I am healthy, I work, doing very good money (but that's not I want to do all my life, flip burgers), but in the meantime, I am looking for something else, putting money on the side, paying off my debts at the same time, I am kind of up to date. I haven't had any suicide thoughts, feeling confident. My cousin is 37 years old and he is getting married in 2 months, my niece's godfather is 40 years old and he is not even married yet, so there are a lot of people out there that get married late, and most people get married or settle down, once they got their shit together. Thanks again to all of you for your help, courage, strength, We really are a family here after all.

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That's great to hear all is better and in the right direction. Debt is scary so that's awesome you're paying it off. Even A little at a time can really help in the long run.

We're you able to spend some time outside this passed summer weekend?

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I know things are in the right direction, nut I always have to have a plan "B" and keep my options open no matter what. As for the debts, I am putting down big lumps of money to pay it quickly, I doing a little sacrifice to pay off what I got myself into.

No I haven't been out, I was working all day and when I mean all day 11-12 hour shifts.

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Great to hear! Keep headed the way you are

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Glad to hear things are heading up.

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I raise my glass to you, sir! Keep on keepin' on...

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I am also seeing a therapist one-on-one sessions, it's 120$ but he is the from the same background as me (Greek), so I think it's better for me, since he understands my culture.

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Little steps forward add up. Glad to hear things are looking positive!!

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Update 2015;

2015 started with a bang, I have a job (30 hours per week), well it's after the holidays and places are dead at this time of year. I am slowly paying off my debts. Haven't had suicide thoughts since " The End is Near " thread, basically before the Christmas holidays. During the holidays I realised how I am loved, appreciated and how much my absence is noticed. And when my nephews and niece see me they get super happy, they mean the world to me, I treat them like as if they're my own. Also I learned throughout the holidays what it means to be around people you love (family). Keeping a TF collection up to date (Thanks again for those who sent me some TF figures) and I managed to buy some myself, I am missing some, but slowly slowly.

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